The hardest thing to date in my life.
We just put our most beautiful cat to sleep.
In a way that is a good term, as she looked like she was sleeping after. She is so perfect.
A lot of crying and a lot of emotion. Even though you know you have to, and it is the right thing and the right time – you always want a little more. Some more head pushing, purring, under the covers, face to face, in the pudge.
I really love that cat. More then I do most people. She loved us – more then most people. An emptieness sits in me now.
I don’t know where it will go or what it will do. This is a new journey for me. Lost.
But she is more peaceful and without pain. That was the strong gift we had to give.
Our responsibility. Our Task. Our lives. Our Time. Now.